I must make this entry because i need to remember how beautiful this season sometimes looks. It would be so great to have one of those gadgets they talk so much about that makes pictures that can be viewed on a computer instantly. :)
There is a fog covering the fields between the highways, barely leaving visual what lies beneath. There are clouds that color pale pink or dark grey, which are hanging just a little above the horizon.
There are birds flying in formation to an unknown destination.

I have talked with my friend and i decide i am equally to blame for the disappointing weekend with T. I am of the opinion that you should never try to make other ppl change for you. I don't want to tell anyone what to do or how he or she should be. I try to accept people the way they are. I think that's not that bad. But maybe there lies no harm in telling someone if there's something i find annoying. Then it is upto the other to want to change or not... I won't have to be annoyed and disappointed if things don't go my way. T might not be a mind reader.
But i still believe deep down that -if it is true that i have to tell someone how i want it- we don't fit. Or maybe i am thinking too cosmic about these things. Soulmates don't exist in large amounts. I would never advise to dump someone on such grounds. I guess i would advise myself to just tell the person that i care for so much what was bothering me... Why don't i practise what i preach?